Life

I feel out of control. Being so sick with this pregnancy has made it so difficult for me to do even simple things like cleaning up around the house. I'm still throwing up at least once a day and have general nausea all day long. Laying on the couch is my favorite place to be. I'm trying to accomplish little tasks when I can, like running a load of laundry and stuff, but it's tough.

We're still waiting to hear if we've sold the house. They were supposed to let our realtor know by tonight, but they didn't. Hopefully, tomorrow we'll have an answer. We're praying so hard that the answer is yes, but my heart feels like it's most likely going to be a no. Which, is discouraging because we haven't had a looker at the house in over 3 weeks. I'm trying to remind myself that God is in control, and he's going to take care of us, but I'm scared that we're not going to meet our financial goals we've dreamed so much about the last few weeks.

I'm discouraged in so many ways and want to just curl up in a ball and not come out for 6 months. Of course, I wouldn't actually want to do that because that would mean that I would miss out on 6 months of Maddox's life and my marriage and that would stink. I'm going to be okay, just frustrated right now.