August 26, 2008


I feel out of control. Being so sick with this pregnancy has made it so difficult for me to do even simple things like cleaning up around the house. I'm still throwing up at least once a day and have general nausea all day long. Laying on the couch is my favorite place to be. I'm trying to accomplish little tasks when I can, like running a load of laundry and stuff, but it's tough.

We're still waiting to hear if we've sold the house. They were supposed to let our realtor know by tonight, but they didn't. Hopefully, tomorrow we'll have an answer. We're praying so hard that the answer is yes, but my heart feels like it's most likely going to be a no. Which, is discouraging because we haven't had a looker at the house in over 3 weeks. I'm trying to remind myself that God is in control, and he's going to take care of us, but I'm scared that we're not going to meet our financial goals we've dreamed so much about the last few weeks.

I'm discouraged in so many ways and want to just curl up in a ball and not come out for 6 months. Of course, I wouldn't actually want to do that because that would mean that I would miss out on 6 months of Maddox's life and my marriage and that would stink. I'm going to be okay, just frustrated right now.


Shelley said...

I want to fly over there and give you a big hug and take you out for ice cream. I'm so sorry that you are feeling so crazy overwhelmed. I can completely sympathize with all your emotions (well not the pregnancy part but the wanting to crawl into a hole and wait out life for a while).

I won't give you any stupid life cliches because those are obnoxious but I'm here if you need to vent!

love ya!

Anonymous said...

We should dig a hole big enough for a whole bunch of us and we could all go in for 6 months and just see what is different when we come out!! I'm sorry you are feeling overwhelmed. Trust that your plans may not be HIS, but HIS are the best and what you really want anyway!

Praying for you!

Hannah said...

I hope you are feeling better soon. I know what it's like to feel like that too! Praying for you xo

Nessie said...

diddo to what molly said!

Shelley said...


I want to come see you and we can go
here and then we can skip and frolic and play......OR we can watch Maddox skip and frolic and play. Whichever.

Either way...doesn't it look FUN FUN FUN!! Not Disneyland fun...but funky cool Oregon kind of fun

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